Look if you like, but you will have to leap. – Auden
In waiting there is hope—there is hope,
and dread: both somehow preferable
to certainty, if outwardly appropriate,
that may scathe. You are due your ineffable
deliberation, but I’ll concede
in the flash of my waking (in guilt
you hadn’t let me drive,
you fetched a quilt,
closed
your eyes—
morning caught us hungover and clothed
though no accountability exists,
no reason to diminish, fear, or forgo
this ) I was happy. Yeah, I said so.
-by Jen Coleman
Jen Coleman is from Lynchburg, Virginia, where she dropped out of high school. She received a fellowship from the MFA program at Hollins University. “Waking Up” is featured in the Fall 2011 edition of Jackson Hole Review, www.jhreview.com.